My name is Matteo, i’m 24.

I’m not writing from the middle of the journey.
I’m writing from the beginning.

This blog is a public diary — a place where I document my attempt to find myself by building discipline and dedication, one day at a time.

Over the past years, I felt lost more times than I can count.
Too many ideas.
Too many doubts.
Too much time spent scrolling, procrastinating, and waiting for clarity to appear.

So I decided to stop waiting.

I believe clarity comes after action, not before.
That’s why I’m focusing on discipline as a tool to understand who I am and which path is worth pursuing.

This space exists to document the process — not the results.
The doubts.
The routines.
The resistance.
And the slow construction of purpose.

I’m interested in:

  • daily habits
  • discipline
  • creativity
  • movement
  • writing
  • and building a life I don’t want to escape from

You won’t find perfect answers here.
Only honest questions, written in real time.

If you’re also trying to figure things out,
you’re welcome to stay.