-Some days feel heavy. Today was one of those. Even when I do the right things, my heart feels a little behind.-

Good evening, dear readers.
Today was a grey day. And my mood felt grey too.

Even though I had a good workout and worked on my vision board, I feel carried by a wave of sadness. I feel behind, as if I know what I want from my life but I can’t yet turn what I see in my mind into something real. I know that visualizing is important, but I also know that action and decisions are needed to truly chase our dreams.

Today I focused on my vision board. It was beautiful to write on paper the things that represent me, the things I want to achieve this year. It’s a very ambitious vision board, but I believe I am capable of doing everything I set my mind to.

Aside from that, I didn’t really excel in anything today. To be honest, I don’t even feel like writing. Especially when I don’t feel strong emotions to share. But because today I don’t feel like sharing my ideas, thoughts, or emotions, I want to talk about something important to me.

Today, after a long time, I finally liked what I saw in the mirror. I know, I know—we should always appreciate ourselves as we are. But I am deeply connected to my physical shape. Being in shape for me doesn’t just mean abs or good lines. Feeling good also means sleeping well, having good sleep quality, a low resting heart rate, and performing well in my workouts.

This is fundamental for me. And this is why I am so obsessed with eating well, training, and resting properly.

As you know, I’ve always had a difficult relationship with food. I used to give in to emotional eating and use food as an escape. But it was always the wrong choice. After every binge, I felt bad, and the next day I felt guilty.

Now, since I started this 75-day project, I have zero desire to binge or eat processed food. Sometimes I feel a bit of craving when I watch Instagram videos, but what would make me happy now is no longer a hamburger or sweets until I explode. I want to try new foods. I want to sit down and eat a good bowl of ramen.

For a week now, I’ve been craving a good ramen. And I’m happy that I no longer see food as a “cheat,” but as an experience.

I love Japanese food. I truly appreciate their philosophy, and especially the care and respect they put into preparing food. I’ve never been to Japan, but I watch many videos. They live slowly, without rushing, without chasing the clock. They take their time—and that feels right.

I would love to live an experience between China and Japan. To learn more about their cultures and taste new foods. I have so many places I want to visit. I want to be a full-time traveler, and I will be.

Travel, photography, video, and running are my passions. I want to turn my passions into my work and create my own reality.

I don’t want to end my life in the place where I am now, surrounded by the same people, going to the same places. I am a free spirit. I need to travel and document everything I do.

THIS IS WHO I AM.
A born traveler, adaptable to every culture, with an unusual sense of curiosity.

I want to capture every moment I feel. I want to capture emotions through my camera and share them with the world. I just need to find a way to turn my passions into my job, into my source of income.

I’ve always been someone attached to money. But lately, what I truly want is freedom.
Freedom to choose where to live.
Freedom to decide how long to stay somewhere.
Freedom to change cities without answering to anyone.

This is who I am.
A curious person who wants to discover the world.

I want to see the most remote places on this Earth and document them.

THIS IS WHO I AM.

After this small release and reflective moment, I wish you a good evening, dear readers.
See you tomorrow